Life before diagnosis of multiple sclerosis

Life before diagnosis of multiple sclerosis

Went out for a beer

I was diagnosed with multiple sclerosis in 1995 but my journey started much earlier. In 1972 when I was nearly 18 I was in the pub having some beers with a couple of friends. Suddenly I had the urge to go to the loo but when I went nothing happened. I didn’t think anything of it at the time. This was the beginning of my life before diagnosis of multiple sclerosis.

Advance to 1979

I was working in Christies South Kensington, the auctioneers. I used to be an auctioneer’s clerk for the silver department. Very important, during the sale I sat up on the podium next to the auctioneer. It was my job to write up the bills as the auction progressed It was the day of the silver sale; there I was on the podium in my suit trying to look very important.

The auctioneer reached lot 99

He started the bidding on a silver 3 piece teaset.

“Do I have a bid of £200?” he asked the room.

Bidding progressed steadily, “Its your bid at £320”. Suddenly I needed to go to the loo.

“I have a £400 bid at the back of the room”. Then the need became urgent.

“Selling for £470”. Now I couldn’t stop myself.

“Sold for £470” and the auctioneer banged down the gavel and then…. it was all too late.

My trousers were soaked

I couldn’t nudge the auctioneer and tell him to stop the sale. What could I do? I can’t remember what happened next except that I was very embarrassed. Okay I had wet my trousers, no that was not okay. Should I go to the loo or should I sit tight? It was all too embarrassing.

Life before diagnosis of multiple sclerosis (1)

My bladder let me down too often

It happened again

A month later I was at a wedding. I had had a couple of sherries for lunch and was sitting at the back of the church. Suddenly I needed to go to the loo. I couldn’t hold on, my bladder just emptied itself.

It hurts me just to think about either of these episodes.

Just one off events

At the time The Wife to be and I were living in London and not registered with the doctor. Why tell anyone about these episodes when they just appeared and then disappeared. Were these events significant? In fact I put them in the back of my mind and did not think about them again for many years.

A few years later

I started to get the occasional sensation of urgency. I had to get to the loo in a hurry and have a pee. This always seemed to coincide with having a cup of coffee but it was only a sporadic event.  Sometimes a tiny leak before I reached the loo but nothing serious. I just thought it happened to everyone and was a part of getting older.

Advance to 1995

I suffered a brief outbreak of double vision driving to Southampton.  The doctor referred me to a consultant. After an MRI scan I was diagnosed with multiple sclerosis. The consultant, who will remain nameless, told me I had relapsing remitting MS and told me to come back in six months’ time. but it was all a blur. He was not at all helpful and I still had my wonky bladder.

August 2017

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